Passion and Loss 1 – he’s a nice young man

he’s a nice young man dressed neatly in gray

a corsage in his hand – it’s his lucky day

he will meet her soon tho she’s already late

why can’t gals be on time for a set date

tween the watch on his wrist and the wall clock dial

he nervously glances slow pacing the while

then comes to realize she won’t be there

how could she do it she must be aware

what he had planned – a dinner and show

and their future – he feels she must know

that his seeking is more than pursuit by a guy

who wants only to make a fast try

maybe some big thing caused the delay

maybe she’s ill… time slow flows away

he finds her excuses tho he knows he’s “stood up”

he feels like a small sad beaten pup

people stare knowingly some with sly grin

in Christian joy for the fix he is in

an hour goes by his heart is as lead

he sees ahead only his unshared bed

with lump in his throat he would like to cry

but then he won’t for men do not cry

“she won’t get next chance” this with eyes ablaze

tho he knows she will – he silently prays

as in corner he stands now beyond hope…

he visions her with some sly sneering dope

They’re in dim lit room at a cozy night spot

she’s in mood for fun and playing it hot

reaching up she strokes the guy’s hair

with a silly laugh and never a care

more time passes – can woman know

how far man in love for woman will go

his heart’s leaden weight – reason tells he’s a fool

all men are for women it’s nature’s set rule

he curses the bouquet as he slow walks away

he couldn’t afford it – then in reckless dismay

gives it to the little lady at the newsstand

she looks at him numbly he kisses her hand

she silently weeps cheek furrowed tears

no one has given her flowers in forty years

From San Francisco: In, Around and About that City p 192  © Ray H. de Berge Sr.

Aging 2 – the weak his own age

the weak his own age

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high stepping and snappy

he’s made viciously happy

by the weak his own age

slim, jaunty and rakish

he slither slides snakish

with youth in each move

his shoes are the greatest

clothes styled “the latest”

demand “jet set” rating

he’s so rich in pep vim

faces get hard set grim

in the weak his own age

he’s cock strut of the walks

his too loud tie talks

matching red white striped socks

he flips spec of soot

pirouettes on left foot

over left eye hat cocks

full enjoying the hate

the envious hate

in the weak his own age

a svelte gal strolls by

to slow hold his bold eye

he’s a curiosity

now he glides by and prances

to the eye stabbing glances

of the weak his own age

they vile curse in dismay

for the lay in the hay

they would have at all cost

hot pants and nervy

he quick follows tail – she

turns round with a “GET LOST”

says it clear voiced and sharp

sweet song of a harp

to the weak his own age

they expect that his pride

will cause him face hide

their mouths sneer mean twitch

deadly eyes, filled with sin,

sudden sparkle in grin

“damn the son-of-a-bitch”

there’s a strong feel of hope

she’s deflated the dope

in the weak his own age

does this cool our boy?

it don’t even annoy

his smile’s a rare sight

his thoughts make him glow

he fast steps a tap toe

preening vanity

“I’ll lay her tomorrow”

adding insult to sorrow

cuz they think that he might

and hot hates burn anew

white lips mucous splew

in the weak his own age

he just once struts too far

gets hit hard by a car

while sneered-at sit safe

so his dancing prance ends

his park haters turn friends

for bouquet pass the hat

and in that night’s bed

fear of death prayers are said

by the weak in cold rage

From San Francisco: In, Around and About that City p 284  © Ray H. de Berge Sr.

Aging 1 – Would I like to do it all over again

Would I like to do it all over again

“NO!” – I don’t think so – “NO!”

I’d have all that trouble bein born again

it was painful

and they’d make me go to school again

I would hate that

to learn all over what I’d have to forget again

what a waste of time

I would hafta work earn to scrape save all that money

too much grinding effort

then there’s the marriages and divorces

what a pain in the ass

and my folks would make me go to church again

TO HELL WITH IT!

From San Francisco: In, Around and About that City p 249  © Ray H. de Berge Sr.